Epiphany

I never felt divine, i never felt celestial.
More likely i felt profane, simply unholy.
I was never ment for the skies.
I cried when i was told
there is a hole in my soul.

I'm aching, i'm hurting.
I'm condemned to a life in agony.
The remainings of my tortured body,
is only the hollow shell of something
that used to be me.
I cried when i was told
there is a hole in my mind.

I never slept in peace.
I never felt alive, nor have i ever felt awake.
I never loved.
I never felt.
I cried when i was told
there is a hole in my heart.

All i ever did was cry.